Before It Kills Me

Feel it run right through my veins
Can't get enough, my head is in a haze
It's my disease, take over me

I burn like the sun, sway like the sea
You're a loaded gun pointed at me
It's my disease, take over me
But I've had enough and now I finally see

It's time for me
It's time that I try to move on
Before it kills me
And I'll break free from all of the damage you've done
Before it kills me

I slowly drown as it pulls into me
I swallow it down
I'm in way too deep
It's my disease, take over me
But I've had enough and now I finally see

It's time for me
It's time that I try to move on
Before it kills me
And I'll break free from all of the damage you've done
Before it kills me

I will leave it all behind
The memories remind me
I have to let go
Cause you dug me this hole
You've taken more than you know so I have to let go

It's time for me
It's time that I try to move on
Before it kills me
And I'll break free from all of the damage you've done
Before it kills me

It's time for me
It's time that I try to move on

It's time that I try to move on

I have to let go
Cause you dug me this hole
You've taken more than you know so I have to let go

I have to let go
Cause you dug me this hole
You've taken more than you know so I have to let go


(Your Love Kills Me - The Veer Union - told in my words)

Ramblings

Wow I kinda suck and keeping up my blog. I guess that's what happens when you live in a dome with 29 other people.

Lately it has been CRAZY hectic in my world. With all of the switching going on, I sometimes get confused about where I am and what I am supposed to be doing.

And poor Bee, she is trying so hard right now. I wish we could share with her why she is struggling so much but that is not what we are here for. In her latest post, it is clear that she is still struggling with our mom and the horrible relationship that has become of it. I wish I could give her the strength she needs to confront her and talk to her.

There is a new alter among us. Her name is Quinn. She's pretty okay in my book. Kinda spunky and vibrant plus she speaks Spanish fluently. Sometimes I wish I knew another language besides ASL and English! Oh well...that is for a future date I suppose.

I hope you all are doing swell and thanks for the support.


Laura

Purloin

Purloin is my new favorite word.

This weekend we used it about 34920473897 times.

Purloin

Definition: to appropriate wrongfully and often by a breach of trust.

Pronunciation: pər-ˈlȯin

Function: transitive verb

Etymology: Middle English

Synonym: steal


-Laura

Valetudinary & Valetudinarian

Valetudinary/Valetudinarian are the chosen words!

Function: Adjective

Etymology: Latin

Definition (1st word): a person who is in poor health
Definition (2nd word): a person who is excessively concerned about his or her health ailments


-Laura

Malodorous

Malodorous is the word of the week!

Function: adjective

Definition: having an unpleasant smell

Synonyms: stinking, fetid, fusty, musty, putrid, rank


-Laura

Recalcitrant

Recalcitrant is the chosen word for this week!

Function: adjective

Etymology: Latin

Definition: obstinately defiant of authority or restraint; difficult to manage or operate


-Laura

Querimonious

Querimonious is the word for this week!

Function: adjective

Definition: complaining; querulous; apt to complain


-Laura